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an animated gif of six cats sitting in flower pots

9/4/2025

not gonna lie, i've been thinking about making a shrine (either irl or a webpage) dedicated to one of my favorite fictional characters. i feel like if i were to, i'd have to feel very strongly about that character. i've thought about making one for meiko (vocaloid) since she is one of my favorite characters (ever since i was in middle school) and i own a decent amount of merch of her. but i've also thought about making one for sonic, mainly for nostalgic purposes. since i used to really be into the sonic franchise when i was younger but not so much nowadays. the thing that rekindled the idea of making a shrine is my recent interest in the texas chainsaw massacre (1974) and more specifically, leatherface.

she's so kyute. in the span of early august of this year when i first watched the movie and barely found out there is a game for the movie that is dead due to the developers abandoning it for newer projects. i've drawn a bunch of stuff of leatherface and some small doodles of the other characters from the movie. its peculiar when i think about it because im not into slashers at all but with leatherface, it feels different? the one time i find a slasher character appealing and its the only one out of them all who is fat and likes crossdressing. there's a complexity to the character, despite her murderous acts. she has her moments where her humanity shows. sorry for being cringe but i want to give her a hug and dress her up, so that she can feel pretty. getting back to the point, yeah.. i'm thinking about making a shrine for leatherface. if you've managed to read all this and still find me respectable, then thanks. and congrats! now you know my deepest darkest secret! i love my beautiful wife leatherface!!♡♡

edit: 9/6/2025

a colored pencil drawing of leatherface in his 'pretty woman' outfit. he is wearing a skirt and holding his chainsaw down to the side. a cropped off, close-up drawing of leatherface's 'pretty woman' mask is semivisible on the top left corner of the page.

from my sketchbook.
i thought she'd look cute wearing a skirt instead of pants in her pretty woman outfit.

8/29/2025

i love the just dance games. i could have one of the worst days ever, but i'll just pop open the game and suddenly the only thing that matters to me is jumping up and down in front of my tv. its so fun! i haven't played any of the recent games. i've only been cycling through the same games i've owned from my childhood. i own just dance 1, 2, 3, 4, 2014, 2016 and 2017. i am thinking about getting 2026 when it comes out..

8/20/2025

everytime i check any of my socials i feel like im sending electrical shocks to my brain. i don't like it. its funny thinking about when i was younger, i could scroll forever but now i can't. obviously a big improvement. however, as an artist, social media is integral if you want people to notice your stuff. this kills the man. at the end of the day, i do art for the love of the game.

6/23/2025

i'll be participating in art fight this year! my first time ever! click on the image below to check out my account.

Art Fight user card

join me in the art fight and let me know if you are too so i can follow you!! my username is sardinelunch

6/9/2025

four months later and i'm back. i finished the spring semester and i already registered for my classes in the fall. besides that, i've been getting ready for art fight coming this july. i think after i finish up my remaining character reference sheets, then i'll make a collections page on here. you'll see! (my desk is nice and clean~). also, i think i gotta start sleeping more early. i'm not sick but i feel bedridden. i think i need to go out more, but i feel shame doing stuff alone. but i gotta be uncomfortable to get comfortable, right?

2/14/2025

already on my second week of school and it's been going pretty steady. i'm looking forward to checking out the clubs at my school once they start opening up. i've been feeling a lot more tired recently because of it too. also, i tried to the best of my ability making my website mobile-friendly. have you noticed it?.. besides that, i'm planning on creating my collections page around march of this year when we go on spring break. just in time for spring cleaning^^

1/20/2025

happy birthday to me~ happy 23rd to me! its my birthday today :3 i didn't do much today besides have a small party, eat cake and open gifts. kinda random, but i feel a bit worried about the future. i want to make more friends and stop feeling so lonely. i just gotta push myself and believe in myself. i got this! trust in m(e)!

1/12/2025

happy new year! it's been a fat minute since i last updated my journal here and i'm doing good! i'm going back to school full-time this year, done some preparation and shopping for it. as well as quit my job. yippee!! i'm excited but also nervous of what this year has in store. regardless, here's to 2025!! :D

8/27/2024

welcome to sardinelunch! and the very first entry of my online journal. i doubt i'm going to update this often since i'm a pretty boring person in real life. regardless, i still think it's nice to have and i'll continue to update this website for as long as i feel like it. take care and have a good day ^_^